When Former video vixen and author Karrine Steffan was pregnant.; A lot of people assume that rapper Lil Wayne was responsible due to their dynamic relationship. Karrine announced earlier this year during an interview with Vlad TV that she will never be with a man who cannot accept that she is going to cheat on him with Lil Wayne.
Incase you do not know Karrine. She is the same chic who wrote a book "Confessions of a Video Vixen" where she talked about all the rappers she has slept with. She basically rated them describing the size of their tool and all that. Well it turns out Wayne is not the father of her baby but Nigerian Born American actor and Singer Rotimi. While Karrine has since lost the baby, she went online to blast Rotimi for his lack of remorse over the loss of their baby.
In an angry rant. she blasted Rotimi saying
" I have never in my life seen a man not ache over the loss of his own child until @rotimimusic. I've never seen a man go on cacation while the mother of his dead child hurts so badly..or sing knowing he had a hand in stifling the breath of his own. The truth is a secret but the imagery is a lie and demons dance in the perfect light. But wait..there's more....
In another emotional post she said
Losing a child is devastating. I've been suffering everyday since, and sinking into a manic depressive state. One minute, I'm way up and the next minute, I'm the lowest I've ever been.
I try to go out with my friends and be normal but the sadness always finds its way in. It's becoming debilitating and I'm doing all I can to fight it, though I refuse to take the narcotics prescribed to level my moods.
I've been exercising more, clamoring for endorphins, and trying to stay upbeat, but...it's all temporary. The hardest part of it all has been not being able to talk about it, not being allowed to cry on the shoulder of the man who has been my best friend, my love, and my rock through so many other hardships. Suffering in silence is a death all its own. I don't know if anyone else has been through this but I don't know if I'm gonna be okay. I've been trying to set a good, strong example but I can't anymore. I'm fucking dying over here and sometimes, I don't know if I'll make it through the night.
In the end, I don't care what strangers have to say...I have only cared about the silence of those I love. It has destroyed me and what happens next is apropos. Pray for me.
I wonder what she meant when she said he has a hand in stifling his own. I hope it is not what it sound like because even if nobody wants to "wife" a notorious groupie like her..........we just hope it is not what it sounds like.!!!
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