Heart Breaking. She was pissed at her boyfriend, now he is gone. Lady shares apology messages he sent her days before he died.

This story practically made me cry. I can only imagine what she is feeling. The lady Kanijya Hilliard just lost her boyfriend and it did not help that they did not part on a good note. She was mad at him for not doing enough to set them straight financially but he died while she was still mad.

Heartbroken, she took to her social media page to lament. She wrote "  "I Just Wanna Say I Love You So Much Dequan  I Don't Know What To Do Anymore  You Was Always Here For Me EVERYTIME  You Acted Like You Was Really My Daddy It Hurt So Bad Knowing I Cant See You Again, touch You, kiss You, & Hug You. I Just Don't Think I Can Stay Strong. We Had So Much Planned For Our Future.

I Got Mad Every time You Wonted To Come To Chicago To Visit. I Just Really Wish This Was All A Dream It Feel So Fake Cause Its Like I Still Feel You Here I Still Feel You Near Me. You Was Everything To Me Men Just Why Dequan WHY ? Tell Me Some Let Me Know. Who Gone Treat Me Like You Did Nobody  I'm So Lost For Words. 

Everything I Do Reminds Me Of You Cause We Did So Much Together & Been Thru Alot Of Shit Together. I Will Never Ever Forget You  I Never Felt Like This Before I Love You So Much My Angel. I Miss You #De'QuanMyloBarnett"