Karrine Steffans "Superhead" narrates painful childhood experience that shaped her life.

Video vixen Karrine Steffans aka Superhead needs no introduction. She is the famous video girl who dated Lil Wayne while he was with Christina Milian and the two had a fight constantly over him. However, she had history dating back.

Karrine, a famous video girl in the 80's slept with almost all the rappers and wrote a book about it "Confessions of a video vixen" where she narrated her experience sleeping with them, the size of their tool and many more.

You would think she is a loosed for no reason but like most girls that turn out this way, there is a painful story to their pain. 

Here si what she had to say about the moment that defined her growing up.

One Christmas morning, when I was about 12, I was awakened by the sounds of my two little sisters ripping open their gifts, screeching with excitement at the sight of each new toy. I couldn’t believe I’d overslept! I hopped out of bed and ran out into the living room to get in on the action. I tossed torn wrapping paper to the left and the right as I searched for a present with my name on it. I shoved box after box aside, each of them for my younger sisters.

My mother sat there, congratulating my sisters on all the gifts Santa brought them, never saying a word to me, never saying, “Good morning,” never saying, “Merry Christmas.”

I searched around the tree.

I looked.

And I looked.

Nothing. Nothing for me.

With my heart sunken and my head hung low, I retreated back into my bedroom, closed the door, and cried. Then, I called a boy to make me feel better.

And he did.

He was an older boy who lived in the neighborhood, a boy we called 3B, because his first, last, and middle names all began with the letter B. He was a tall, slender, Puerto Rican kid from New York, and I called him my boyfriend. He was 17 and already a career criminal, but he was sweet with me, and every time I needed him, he was there.

So, that morning, I asked him to meet me on the playground, and like a genie pouring out of a bottle, 3B appeared.

In a matter of just a few hours, I was taught two things: how it felt to experience zero gratification, and how it felt to experience gratification in an instant.